It makes me wonder, how many people can actually find a work that they feel is 'great', or actually like what they are doing?
Post-As.
I honestly don't feel any significant difference. I don't know what my passion is (yet), I don't know what I want, I don't even know where I'm heading. I've got a rough idea but that's not good enough to take me anywhere. There's no sense of direction, just feeling, lost. The things that used to bother me don't anymore. I suppose that's good. But this feeling of 'not caring about anything anymore' scares me. I used to enjoy shopping so much, but now, I just don't feel the same joy I once felt when I receive a parcel or buy something that I once coveted after. I don't feel like dressing up to head out. I don't feel like going out to socialise, don't feel like reading, using the com is sucha bore too... Ranting seems... Idk, meaningless? (but ironically i'm sorta ranting now).
I guess I'll have to force myself out of the house. After all, I've one pitiful month left before my student pass expires and I want to surround myself with positive energy that I once had (and am going to regain). I've got myself a holiday job that should last for my (almost) entire holiday starting from Jan, a 8.30 to 5.30 job. I've got potential tutees who are interested (means I'll go back to hugging my book everyday, yay).
So there, we'll lose our sense of direction at times, but it shouldn't be enough to discourage us from orientating ourselves to operate better again. :)
I'll be fine. I'm strong enough to face what's coming up.
